Thursday, January 15, 2009


%^&*... agghhhh I am feeling so fucking irritable it is annoying. I am so bored at home and with everyone at home as well (little sis on holidays, dad home looking after her) and then bro & mum home as well sometimes I am going mental.

I moved out of home then moved back this time last year and I didn't think I would be here this long and I really don't think I can last much longer. I need a job & I need some alone Maddie time. I miss living by myself uggggghhhhhh!

So I got a top up fill today - not sure how many mls but not many & Dr wasn't too surprised I wasn't feeling any restriction. So before I went I was hungry and now after some soup I can't tell if I'm hungry or full or what.. I'm feeling sick on the stomach while the rest of my family munched down on yummy gourmet pizza ggrrrr! Just one of those days where I don't love my band as much and realised my dream of losing all my weight in like 4-6mths isn't really going to happen and that this will take time hmm plus no exercise today because I just cbf. Hmm one of those days... sorry for the vent!

Skinnie "crabby pants" Minnie


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